Just six and a half days now until I get to hold a pretty special person all the way on the other side of the world. As she said, "crazy and exciting"!

I'm going to be broke in 2 months. No financial wealth to my name, at all. And believe it or not it's actually all part of the plan.

There's no greater incentive to succeed at building a business than to know you have everything to lose.

"Cobba, Digger, Chum, Pal, Buddy, Sport, Mate, China plate"!

Friends all over: Happy Australia Day!

My old Wordpress blog (jsnelders.wordpress.com) is now deleted forever!

Mid last year, when I hit the absolute lowest point in my life, I had my first brush with feelings of suicide. It was a shock because it was something I had never even remotely considered previously - it was "not me".

Since then those feelings have been recurring with increasing frequency. I am now at a point where "ending my life" seems a viable option when considering possibilities and contingencies.
I have accepted I will spend the rest of my life dealing with and fighting those feelings.

And today... has been a particularly bad.